Антон Кольцов – музыка, лирика, вокал, аранжировки
Nicolas Crowen – гитары, бас, клавиши, программинг, аранжировки |
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Музыка и тексты: Антон Кольцов
Вокал (чистый, харш, бэк-вокал): Антон Кольцов
Гитары (электро, бас, акустика), клавиши, программинг, бэк-вокал (3): Nicolas Crowen
Женский вокал: Кристина Санрайз
Скрипка (7): Анастасия Михайлова
Виолончель (7): Aider Rysaliev
Авторы инструментальных соло:
2, 6, 7, 10 — Антон Кольцов
9 – Nicolas Crowen
3, 4, 5, 8, 11 — Антон Кольцов, Nicolas Crowen
Аранжировка: Антон Кольцов, Nicolas Crowen
Редакция (2, 9, 10): Артём Изгаршев
Запись (кроме женского вокала), сведение, мастеринг: Nicolas Crowen, студия NJ Sound Productions, август 2022 — апрель 2024 гг.
Женский вокал записан в Main Sound Studio, Чита
Фото на обложке: Анастасия Лысковец
MUA: Natalia Cze
Модель: Вероника Тихонова
Ретушь, дизайн, логотип: Ольга Канн | Kann MetalPromo |
And torming vallies
Berries of yesterday
Ripening in the past for my eternal
Yearning hailings
All of you are chapters of my love
All of you have gone and stayed inside me
No forgotten nor forsaken recalls
Imperishability of holy wounds
Call me, I will come back to you
Where it’s harmfully good to be again
3. Love Kills
Kinda screaming out all your fears
You’re so vulnerable
By magnetizing monsters to your bed
Always being ready to defeat
And resurrect again
Living your rebel life with no regret
Pricked with needles
Stabbed with daggers
Forced to disappear
Taking potion
To the bottom
Here
Now!
Love kills
On the top of burning sense
With slaughtering caress
Our spring is dried
(Save yourself from me)
Love sins
Like untrustworthy friend
With criminal intent
Passioned we bleed and die
(The crime will not be solved)
Wounded in the battle of two beasts
We cannot understand
Which one of us is a victim in the end
Your exacting body’s saying
I won’t come back alive
Lights go out
Suck your mouth dry
Hurting yourself with your own weapon
Having a bad time after that
Maybe you lost this cruel game
And paralyzed for me from now
But do you know I feel you
I’m willing to go through your pain
Ready to overlive the same
4. Borderline
I keep my heart inside
The neverending story
That has got off the mark
Deep in first embrace
When I reminisce reverently
An unprecedented day
I feel like I need understanding
But you’re rather choosing
Defending yourself and running away
Those breathtaking words’re still piercing skies
Becoming thunderous within
You make me feel, I make you cry
Stoutly drowning in this sin
Irresistible
Intolerably honeyed
We should not but we do
Hoping we can control
Admitting that I didn’t hear
When you made me danger sign
We suffer the same in the end
I regret that I pushed you
To be over legitimate borderline
Those breathtaking words're still piercing skies
Becoming thunderous within
That liquid’s splashing in my veins
Since our first embrace
Clashing, crashing, going under
Breaking down inside like a thunder
Caving, craving, bringing down the walls
In the endless leave and returns
Clashing, crashing, going under
Breaking down inside like a thunder
Headlong, gladly running straight to the pain
To the last homicidal disaster
5. Fall
My head is violently boiling from
So many unspoken things
This life is telling me I was born
To live in unbodied dreams
New day is making me again
Eradiate hopefulness
But light is short and captious
Putting me in a mess
Walk
Through the season of melancholy
Over the sullen years
It’s the fate the heaven meant for me
Running from timeless cry
But no matter how much I try
Chilly days
Overtake me still among the hopes
So callous
Please show me the way to Eden
My virginal paradise
Where my better thoughts are real
Where fortune is worth to trust
Confusing I forget the scars
But they have learned my name
And I will spend these midnights
Flying to fall again
Clouds of joys and failures
Are sorely clearing and disappearing
So many roads I see but even have a no idea
Which path is right
6. Kisses of Ruby
Silence’s filling your room
But the heartbeat and breath don’t gonna right
And the roses will bloom
In a castle of flame every night
When diving deep in lilac dream
We gonna face the truth
No longer know the darkest fear
Kisses of Ruby
You’ll evanesce tomorrow
Languished I’m drinking
Poison of hesitating soul
Trembling sweet in my hands
You’re so recklessly hungry for warmth
But you know it ends
And untimely perishes for both
With broken heart you’re bitter lost
And for the last goodbye
I give you mine as final cost
Years’re passing us by
But gardens will remember
Brightness and beauty
Of our tears forevermore
7. Flowers of Evil
Met you unwittingly
I got enchanted
Journey began
Soaring again
Breathing the scented
Essence invisibly
Flows in a whisper
Quietude is hacked
Flower is plucked
Standing for mystery of love
Which we never get enough
Love is the rose
Lust is the thorn
We always lose all the chances to cope and reborn
We play with insidious flavor
Not seeing the goodness is gone
Love is the rose
Lust is the thorn
This is the title of romance we’re both coming from
We’re placed at the whim of the writer
Into the unmerciful world
Where bliss is not
Acting against ourselves
Painfully dancing
Drinking the smell
Under the spell
Slowly melting
Swallows of tart delight
Are becoming senseless
Petals of gloom
Sharpness of bloom
Pricks us with madness
Love is the rose
Lust is the thorn
We always lose all the chances to cope and reborn
We play with insidious flavor
Not seeing the goodness is gone
Love is the rose
Lust is the thorn
This is the title of romance we’re both coming from
We are the only to blame
For the hollow that’s ever the same
8. Redhead’s Valse
You’re here to inburn me
And all ‘round me before my eyes
I cannot do a thing when look at you and weaken
Gimme a whirl of a redhead’s valse
Electrified air is in tension
And the slightest spark causes ignition
I already doubt if I am strong
In deceiving lights I don’t know where I belong
You’re here to inburn me
To carve your name on everything you touch
I listen to a crackle of the scarlet fire
When you exult never fading much
You inburn me
And all ‘round me before my eyes
I cannot do a thing when look at you and weaken
Gimme a whirl of a redhead’s valse
Unveil your fires
Before my eyes
Take me
I am weaken
Gimme a redhead’s valse
If the heating thoughts become a habit
You subjugate me forever baby
Predatory snakes of crimson hair, oh of your hair
Gradually strangle me with care
9. Frozen
You were unhappy victim of doom
I swore to defend
You let me dust the diamonds
Of your shining eyes
But doldrums take its toll
It overshadowed all my mind
Pushed into the devil's trap
Sorry, I couldn't be myself
Didn't belong to sanity
My confidence that I would save you
Just ruined everything
The ground is all I've left from now
And unfeeling gravity
Crudeness and anger heard from me
Imprudent and savage
So I turned into a
Empty hole in you
And I'm your foe thenceforth
Coldness in the every word
Like you're frostbitten
Helpless, you don't even try to break
These fetters
Trusting nevermore
Closing all the doors
Living in a shelter of the black
Beloved nightmare
10. Letters in the Night
In the hours when night fell on the winter lanes
Something dear and wonderful began to happen
City lights turned into a diamond threads
The evenings were full of expectations for us
Low whisper
No one knew the secret things
Except the lanterns on the streets
Memories
Written in sand and snow unreleased
Pictures among the stars
The book of tenderness
In our letters in the night
We daydreamed endlessly
And without knowing it, I wanted to give you back
Your real wings
And early abandoned ability to fly
Our meets were coloring with silver sounds
Of the song whose frail motif you sang me
Magic rays permeated swirling clouds
And fingertips sent to each other a charge
Since then, nothing remains of snowy trails
But still we're walking those ways
11. Autumn in You
Taking a step into the woods
To hear the silent blues
That is in tune with dismal notes
Inside us
When sunlight hides away
Our angels’re here to play
The symphony of fading
I like the autumn in you
Mourning melody
Blackens your voice for me
Beyond the ginger and grey
We will see better calm in sadness
And integrate our souls inhere
Looking at you throughout this time
I see the dark of mine
What if I take your hand within
This kingdom
October knows our names
We go the sacred place
To be part of shadows
Rain’s coming down
Reflecting in your eyes
Let’s live this loneliness together
We again unite our souls with you