e me for
I'm the god you were before

So cry a sad smile
as frail as morpheous and sweet
so cry a dead smile to god

Rape me
Blame me
Hate me
Feed me but it's not worth dying for
on your walk outside my door
see it's all you love me for
I'm the god you were before


2. Sistersun

Sore am I, calling the pyre
pure and light, deep down the mire

So goodnight, my firefly dancer
wear the light, the fire will take your

Heart and love you
heart and drown you
heart and leave you
a sun to carry me home

frail am I, free from desire
old and wise, my god, and so tired

So goodbye, my surface dancer
in your light, the fire did take my

Heart and loved you
heart and drowned you
heart and burned you
my sun, come carry me home


3. Swallow

for this bleeding sunwalk
we laid down besides
and a screaming sky walks
and a trigger by my side...

drowing karmic networks
sad machines inside
see the radio sky talks
under a searing heaven...

swallow
swallow
swallow
swallow the bitter taste you once craved deep
your christ, your veil, your sun
in bitter blood you lay your sleep
and keep the sun in turn

for my god, my cancer
my painful god alone
dream of plastic serpents
swallowed father take me home

close my stranded eyes now
kiss my sun goodbye
light this jesus lantern
crack my searing heaven...

swallow....

so leave in morpheous dreams
lay down crestfallen eyes
no sad farewell in plastic flowers
take this breath away from harm
as once a child in kaleidoscope mind

swallow...


4. Lovesong For A Dead Child

Deep down the line
sleep save my child
trains leave and come
sad dreams ain't long {they said}

And they dream tonight
I always wanted the war
and they sleep tonight
dying in yearning for more

Deep down the spine
sleep save my child
loves leave and come
all is said and done

And they dream tonight
I always wanted the war
and they sleep tonight
dying in yearning for more

And they dream tonight
once they all wanted the war
now we sleep tonight
worn out and dreaming no more


5. Under The Red

You carried roses, and a nail under the red
you carried roses as the odium in hands
and when the fallout drags away the words you said
will you remember a sundown in the sand ?

Far beyond the waves you carried
far beyond your sunblind eyes
far beyond the war you buried
before the sun died

we carried roses and a nail under the red
we carried roses as the odium in hands
as we corrode on wipe the rust into your hair
and when the war comes, say will you still be there ?

Far beyond the waves you carried
far beyond your sunblind eyes
far beyond the war you buried
before the sun died

and after the war is over, your smile will never be the same
and then when the rain is falling, you run, and run, and run...

Far beyond the waves you carried
far beyond your sumblind eyes
far beyond the love you carried
you long for sunlight...


6. Turpentine

[Instrumental]


7. The One I Drowned

Water, water, prevail my searing landscape
water, water, relieve my pain and let me in
fire, fire, paint all your flames on my skin
fire, fire, burn deep and purify my sin

water, water, take on your child for dying
father, father, I know I promised you to swim

I am the plastic you adore
I am the nail to hold your door
I am the light you ll never find
I am the sun of far gone times
I am the sun of far gone life

you drown in a lake of fire, my blame divine are you
how deep are the scars in your head? As deep as once your screw?
and now that you burned your wings, say how it feels to be denied?
how sweet is the darkest fire, when the water by your side?

I am the plastic you adore
I am the nail to hold your door
I am the light you ll never find
I am the sun of far gone times
I am the sun of far gone life

I am the plastic you adore
I am the nail to hold your door
I am the light you ll never find
still I'm the sun of far gone times
still I'm the sun of far gone life

hold on, through the flames you walk as I leave your horizon
bleed on, to the waves you talk in your fevered delight now
dreep on, under burning rooms and falling mindstars
so long, keep the sun and the moon... and tell'em of your scars

...maybe they will care


8. Vanity

sometimes I wish it would never end
sometimes I wish I couldn't care
sometimes I feel like I'd never see you again

take a walk on an autumn night
inhale the stars and drown in their gleam
does it really take dying children
to see what makes the world go round?

sometimes I wish I could drown all them smiles and fears

...but as long as I can drown in my own
I guess I won t give a fuck anyway...


9. Radio Heroine

I'm drowning, I'm drowning for you
leaving the waves I unscrew
a long night, and again I adore you
a long night and the radio plays

songs of little heroes for broken weary eyes... a dream each one
I sat on the roof and if each other in this night dreams... I don't

I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding for you
breathing the rape I once knew
someone but somehow it hurts you
someone in my radio plays

song of little heroes for broken weary minds... a rape each one
I sat on the roof and if each other in this night dreams... I don t

and so we run hurry to drown again
and so we run to dream of the same
and so we're gone, turned out and down again
and so we run to go down in flames


10. Coma Garden

So close... the water
so cold... the fire
so sleep away, the coma be your home
corrode and smile you're not alone

So deep... the water
so free... the fire
so go away, the radio calls your name
{I think} you know, their names were all the same


11. Jade

jade in milky green parade
a teardrop carved in smile

jade behold the sun I made
a deep embracing pride

help me carry the raindrops
break me, hurry to rape on
hold on drag me away god
drown me, buried in raindrops

jade in flames of haunting grey
as like a lonely mourn

jade come bleed inside of me
as long as I'm not torn

help me carry the raindrops
break me, hurry to rape on
hold on, drag me away god
drowned me, buried in raindrops


12. White Horses

melt the snow in my lies
melt the magic in my eyes
what I m searching for
what I m living for

... I forgot...