Now, self-destruction seems to be on our way
Self-destruction, “All for one and all for me”

Inhale this greedy, filthy air
Fill your lungs with death
Exhale this greedy, filthy air
…once more

2. Beloved Addiction

So many times
So many times I’ve tried
To run away from you
But I keep coming back to you

Wasted years, broken dreams
All for nothing, all for my needs
No light of life in these eyes
All that matters is my beloved addiction

Bleeding
You took my smile away
Burning
Like acid in my veins
Fading
Just trying to seize this day
Failing
Have I lost again?

So many years
So many empty promises
Through the voices in my head
I can hear you call my name

I’ve lost again.

3. Heartburn

No longer I will try,
keep you outside, out off my mind
Welcome, my sweetest darkness

Corrosion in my heart
Darkness within unveils the scars
Fuck how it burns inside

Alone I go through this all
I embrace the silence
Still ready to lose it all, it all…

Emotions take hold on me
and crave my heart out
There’s nothing else left in me
only this never-ending pain

This is my last goodbye to you
I feel like dying

Despair, hold me
Give me a reason to believe
In love once lost, in dreams
they only burn to dust


4. Scars

Fragment of a memory takes a choke-hold on me
Piece by piece, silently sucking the life from me
Melancholic melody declines me into sleep
Until I open my eyes, I’ve lived in a lie

All of these scars in my head remind me of you
Hate and regret hand by hand
Striking memories of you
These scars were made by you

A flash from my history gives comfort to me
Underneath this agony, killing ache in me
Trying to defy lunacy to keep my sanity
Until I open my eyes to this lie

5. Son of the Dawn


Last one of the fallen
escapes the light of the day
Bitterness runs through him
by the others he was betrayed

No one cared, no one cried
nor bled for him
This time he gives it all back

Hate, hate
gives him strength
and faint faith
takes it all away

"God why have You forsaken me in this grace "

Last one of the fallen
wanders all alone
Lost without the leader
the Great Son of the Dawn

Seeking for light
from the dark, from the shadows
Knowing this time
he is never going back

6. Psychotic Drama

Lack of empathy doesn’t show on your social skills
You’re manipulative

Drama!
Psychotic drama!

Your self-image is twisted, narcissistic
Your mindset is violent

Drama!
Psychotic drama!

Self-centered

Your pride disables you to ask forgiveness
Redemption, salvation from your sins

Your dominating gaze is full of rage and deep madness
You are incurable sadist

Drama!
Psychotic drama!

Your pride disables you to ask forgiveness
Redemption, salvation from your sins

Wash away your sins with your own blood


7. Brother’s Keeper

Don’t ask me question and I won’t tell you lies
Is there a reason for you to break these lines?

I don’t believe a word you say to me
You lie until there’s nothing more to give

I won’t forgive, forget, won’t believe
I’m not my brother’s keeper
Drowning deeper in your lies
Until you break off these ties

My eyes are open you can’t lead a stray
I keep my distance, I won’t let you near

Deaf ears are listening, the silence grows too loud
Brother I’ve lost you, can you find your way out?

Faceless liar
Save your words for someone else
Faceless liar
Go on and turn your back on me

8. Reflections


Paralyzed with fear
Reflections from the past
Truth to be revealed
Those hidden secrets

Painful tragedy
Ghost of yesterday
The end justifies the means

So frail again I stand
Trying to hide this pain
So frail again I stand
with this crown of thorns

The further I go
I get answers to questions
More than I should know
Got to move on

I won’t bleed again
Try me if you dare
I’m about to break you

9. The End

Beginning of the end
End of clarity
Beneath all this hopelessness
There’s scintillating faith

Mainstays of the mankind fall into decay
Confused by being exposed to mortality
Looking for the wisdom, some stability
to get through the dimness to the clarity

Visions feed the fear
Knowing the end is near
Mother holds her dead child
Collateral damage

Behold, the end has come
For us, for this mankind
Behold, the end has come
When nothing more can be done

Sight starts to blur
Senses become weaker
It’s the end of the recklessness
the condition is so helpless

Dreams will be shattered
Several shall die
Rumbling comes the judgement day
Immediate silence



10. Worries Turned To Dreads

No sign of life, no tears to cry
Silence remains, everything’s the same
Uncertainty, anxiety
These affections of incredulity

Prepare for the worst

Has the downward spiral called life come to an end at some given moment?
The blade tears through the innocence, leaving the shell all sore and cold

Visions force-fed, a sudden fear of death
Worries turned to dreads, where these clues will head?
As time goes by, just all in vain
Hoping to regain the missing one’s remains

Prepare for the worst
Cry, wait for the worst

Downward spiral called life came to an end at some given moment
The blade tore through the innocence, leaving the shell all sore and cold

No sign of conflict
what could have triggered it
No sign of conflict
such an outrageous way to play

11. Sickness In Me

Burden of trust
Head down on my knees
Feeling of loss filled with agony
Making me weak
Nothing more for me

Take it away, make it go away...

Touch this cold heart of mine
Heal this sickness in me
Let your shadow cherish the light
I have in me

Make me feel again
there’ s a void inside me