- I don't wanna hear your bullshit
Is this what you want?!

This is where it begins
This is where it ends
This is where it begins
And this is where it ends

They called us a dead generation, they told us that we wouldn't survive
They left us alone in the maelstrom
As you can see we're all barely alive
We know where you are and were coming
Lets see you say that shit to our face

30/30-150 Remembers 30/30-150 HATES

In my own peculiar way I feel mercurial
Before I get ahead of myself again
I know the where but I still don't know the when

You wanna live in a one sided world
Be prepared for a whole other herd
Now with the grand facade
I dont want to be an angel
I just want to be GOD

They called us a dead generation, they told us that we wouldn't survive
They left us alone in the maelstrom
As you can see we're all barely alive
We know where you are and were coming
Lets see you say that shit to our face

30/30-150 Remembers 30/30-150 HATES (HATES)

OHHHHHHHH
I am a fucking machine fueled by the past
Memory's a memory until it's a fact
I can bury the hatchet and let some shit go
But I got too many grudges to hold!

Saw a lot of people die in the end
I never want to walk that road again
Now I will never give up
I don't want to have it all, I JUST WANT TO HAVE ENOUGH

This is where it begins
This is where it ends
This is where it begins
And this is where it ends

They called us a dead generation, they told us that we wouldn't survive
They left us alone in the maelstrom
As you can see we're all barely alive
We know where you are and were coming
Lets see you say that shit to our face

30/30-150 Remembers 30/30-150 HATES

Come What(ever) May

Can you take away every single day?
That we have given to another false prophet
Can you give us all a reason not to fall?
Before you take away another broken promise

Show your pretty face
Hide the bitter taste
You’re still the rapist of an entire nation
You wanna be the man you gotta beat the man
But you were nothing but a sad insinuation
(Oooooh)
How can we ever live this down?
(Oooooh)
How can we ever live this down?

Keep your fingers crossed
The truth is at a lost
Big decision for an ordinary coward
The only problem is your fucking rhetoric
We’re more in danger then before you took power

Now it’s just a game
God you'll never change
You’d sell us out if you could only find a buyer
You don’t give a shit
As long as idiots
Are in your corner you could set us all on fire
(Oooooh)
How can we ever live this down?
(Oooooh)
How can we ever live this down?

You never wanted to be
They only wanted a parody
You want the world to be free
But what the hell is free about it?!

Now we reached the end
Just get it over with
But this is building to an adament conclusion
Come what ever may
There’s gonna be a day
When we have figured out a possible solution

Every thing you've done
Is killing everyone
A little smile on a homicidal bastard
You wanna be a man
You gotta have a plan
Another failure is a guarenteed disaster
(Oooooh)
How can we ever live this down?
(Oooooh)
How can we ever live this down?

You never wanted to be
They only wanted a parody
You want the world to be free
She only wanted the world
You never wanted me
They only wanted a parody
You want the world to be free
But what the fuck is free about it?!
What the fuck is free about it?!
What the fuck is free about it?!

Hell & Consequences

I’m not a victim,
till I let you take me down.
I'm not a target at the sites of your mercy,
I never asked for anything,
I'm not asking now.
I will not be afraid,
I will not be afraid.

I've done this on my own
and I don’t care what you do to me,
I won't hand over what is mine
I've done this for too long,
to let you take it away from me,
it's to late to stop me
cause I refuse to die.

I havent weakened just because i've shown my self
i've taken everything, except everything that’s forgranted
I'll leave hypocrisy for everybody else
I will not be afraid
I will not be afraid,

I've done this on my own
and I don’t care what you do to me,
I won't hand over what is mine
I've done this for too long,
to let you take it away from me,
it's to late to stop me
cause I refuse to die.

I’m not a problem
untill you make one out of spite
I'll give you hell and consequences for trying,
don’t want an enemy,
DON’T FUCK WITH MY LIFE

I will not be afraid,
I will not be afraid,

I've done this on my own
and I don’t care what you do to me,
I won't hand over what is mine
I've done this for too long,
to let you take it away from me,
it's to late to stop me
cause I refuse to die.

I've done this on my own
and I don’t care what you do to me,
I won't hand over ,
I won't hand over what is mine
I've done this for too long,
to let you take it away from me,
it's to late to stop me
cause I refuse
I refuse... to die.
I refuse to die!

Sillyworld

Freedom's just a word today
Freedom's just a word
When someone takes your word away it's seldom ever heard
So take a sentence full of things you're not supposed to say
Carry on, but don't write it down or you'll be gone

Love is just a song today
Love is just a song
When someone takes the song away
you seldom sing along
So take those lyrics serious and sing your life away
Carry on, but don't write 'em down or they'll be gone

All we ever do is talk
We like to ride but we never walk
We make it so damn easy
We get bored
Why can't anybody see what's good for you is good for me
I can't take your sillyworld
I can't take your sillyworld no more

Peace is just two fingers now
Peace was just a phase
When someone put it on a shirt
*you knew to count the days
So take those fingers tape 'em up and shove 'em up your ass and carry on but don't try it now cause peace is gone

All we ever do is talk
We like to ride but we never walk
We make it so damn easy
We get bored
Why can't anybody see what's good for you is bad for me
I can't take your sillyworld
I can't take your sillyworld no more

We fight our instincts
We go to extremes
We fight our instincts
We go to extremes

We fought a lot (x13)

Made of Scars

This one came from looking
This one opened twice
These two seem as smooth as silk, flush againt my eyes
This one needed stiches and
This one came from rings
This one isn't even there, but I feel it more because you don't care

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, Cause I am Made Of Scars
Yes I am made of scars

This one had it comming
This one found a vein
This one was an accident, but never gave me pain
This one was my fathers and
This one you can't see
This one had me scared to death, But I guess I should be glad I'm not dead!!

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, I am made of scars
Yes, I am made of scars

God, Don't you believe it

And I will find a way
Everything you are I will betray
Oooh, I swear that I will find a way
Everything you are's inside me

This one was the first one
This one had a vice
This one here I like to rub on dark and stormy nights
This one was the last one,
I don't remember how
But I remember blood and rain
AND I NEVER SAW IT COMING AGAIN

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, Cause I am made of scars
Yes, I am made of scars

That's what I'm made of!!

Reborn

I'm walking through your streets
I'm looking in your windows
I am elemental now
You'll never even know I'm there
I'm watching over you
I'm living in the shadows
I'm just a word to you
But I am very real
And cold...
Cold to all of this
Cold to how you feel
Cold to all your lose of reason

I AM EVERYTHING
I AM ANYTHING
I AM AUTOMATIC
I AM YESTERDAY
I AM EVERYDAY
I AM GONNA BE...

I'm all there is to know
I'm all that you've forgotten
I'am enigmatic now
You never even knew my name
I'm dressed tragedy
I'm by design immortal
I'm just the last one left
I'm always here and old...
Old and very strong
Old as all you feel
Old as all the world around you

I AM EVERYTHING
I AM ANYTHING
I AM AUTOMATIC
I AM YESTERDAY
I AM EVERYDAY
I AM GONNA BE...
REBORN (This is the start of something)
REBORN (This is the start of something)
REBORN (This is the start of something)
RE...BORN

I'm just a secret now
I'm just a vague illusion
I' a lie you tell yourself
That you never truly did believe
I'm a whisper in the dark
I'm a victim and the killer
I'm almost ready now
But you insist that I dont exist...
That I don't exist...
That I don't exist...
That I don't... EXIST

I AM EVERYTHING
I AM ANYTHING
I AM AUTOMATIC
I AM YESTERDAY
I AM EVERYDAY
I AM GONNA BE...
REBORN (This is the start of something)
REBORN (This is the start of something)
REBORN (This is the start of something)
RE...BORN

MOTHERFUCKER
MOTHERFUCKER
MOTHERFUCKER

Your God

What am I supposed to do now?

Reveal to me this ugly thing
I must've meddled by your head
It's getting out of hand again
Nobody sees it, but I can

You thought of everything, I bet
But did you think that I might die?
I haven't really smiled, and I don't know how long you know
Something's going to give again, somethings going to give again

I try to fight, but did you listen?
Even though you're gone, I'm never finished
I can never be your God
And I don't even think I want the job, anymore.

Say something, anything to me.
I did believe, but I have doubts
So many reasons to hold on
Conflicting interest is not it

I guess I'm better off in the end
Coz you were always there to blame
I havent' felt so bad, and I don't know how long you know
I can't get away again, I can't get away again..

I try to fight, but did you listen?
Even though you're gone, I'm never finished
I can never be your God
And I don't even think I want the job, anymore. (x2)

What am I supposed to now?
How am I supposed to live now?

All I ever did was try, but the story ends
So I guess I'ma have to die

Where am I supposed to go now?

Go ahead, and go away (x4)
Go away.

What am I supposed to now?
How am I supposed to live now?

All I ever did was try, but the story ends
So I guess I'ma have to die

What am I supposed to now?
How am I supposed to live now?

What am I supposed to Now?
How am I supposed to live Now?

How am I supposed to live?

Through Glass

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel, that is the question
But I forget, you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
so while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real, so much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
but never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
- null and void instead of voices
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember its just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

cause' I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

(REFRAIN):
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

(REFRAIN) [2x]

*and it's the stars
the stars that shine for you
and it's the stars
the stars that lie to you

and it's the stars
the stars that shine for you
and its the stars
the stars that lie to you

who are the stars, who are the stars that lie!

Socio

I remember now, but I still have my doubts
I think it's gonna be today
Everybody came, but it's just not the same
Why did it have to be today?
Now my chest is tight - no, I am not all right
It doesn't have to be this way
Why does it have to be this way?

I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG,
IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE
IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY

Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage
I don't know how much i can take
Push it down inside,but it knows just where to hide
I know that "normal" is hard to fake
BLeeding into life - it's like a thousand knives
Are slowly turning me into this
Why does it have to be like this?

I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG,
IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE
IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY(x2)

I lost again, today...

I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG,
IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE
IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
LIVING WITH A CURSE, SOMETIMES IT'S EVEN WORSE
IT SLOWLY KILLS ME EVERYDAY
SOMETHING I DESPISE IS GONNA TAKE MY LIFE
I GUESS I'LL TRY AGAIN TODAY

1st Person

Why - is everything so grey - is everything so strange
is everything so thrown together by mistake?
Why - is everything so contrite - is everything a plight
is everything so insincere and out of sight?

WHY - DOES EVERYTHING SEEM WRONG
DOES EVERYTHING LOOK DRAWN
DOES EVERYTHING SEEM BLASTED LIKE IT DON'T BELONG?

I wanna make it a way - I wanna make it a waste
I wanna make it a gross misadventure
I WANNA MAKE YOU ALL!
I WANNA MAKE YOU ALL!
I WANNA MAKE YOU...lie to me...lie to me...

When - did everything go bad - did everything fall flat
Did everything decay and lose itself so fast?
When - did everything succumb - did everything go numb
Did everything lobotomize what it's become?

WHEN - DOES EVERYTHING COME BACK
DOES EVERYTHING RELAPSE
DOES EVERYTHING SAVE FACE AND FIND ITSELF AT LAST

I wanna show you the way - I wanna show you the waste
I wanna show you the worst misadventure

I WANNA SHOW YOU ALL!
I WANNA SHOW YOU ALL!
I WANNA SHOW YOU HOW TO...die for me...die for me...

I wanna give it a way - I wanna give it the waste
I wanna give it the worst misadventure
I WANNA GIVE IT ALL!
I'M GONNA GIVE IT ALL!
I'LL NEVER GIVE UP!
lie to me...die for me...

Now - everything's a lie - everything's your lie
Everything's a face inside another lie
Now - everything's a side - everything's one side
Everything depends on just which side you're on...

Cardiff

This fluid feels like pain.
This stoic mood is all in vain.

I reach into the dark.
I tear this suddenly apart.

How many years ago.
How many deaths I can’t let go.

My flesh is temporary.
My god, extraordinary.

You can't kill my mind. A man delivered,
Can never make his way in darkness. I
Know tonight will end, but I won’t give
This life away again.

Shifting through the seam to breathe.
Oh my father called to me.

This smoke is in my blood.
This song is just no good.

Save me from my bitterness.
Give me if I did my best.

Shock this system full of shit.
Lock this fucker lost in it.

You can't kill my mind. A man delivered,
Can never make his way in darkness. I
Know tonight will end, but I won’t give
This life away. I won’t give this life away again.

A man surrendered, can never find his own forgiveness.
I know my life will end, but I won’t give tonight away.
I won’t give tonight away again.

Whoa, yeah, yeah…

This fluid feels like pain.
This ruin feels like rain.
I’ll reach into the past.
My futures fading fast.
How many years ago.
How many I’ll go.
My flesh is all I have.
My face is up in stares.
This smoke is in my blood.
This life is not enough. (2x)

Zzyzx Rd.

I don't know how else to put this.
It's taking me so long to do this.
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight.

My muscles feel like a melee,
My body's curled in a U-shape.
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.

Propped up by lies and promises.
Saving my place as life forgets.
Maybe it's time I saw the world.

I'm only here for a while.
And patience is not my style,
And I'm so tired that I got to go.

Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?

Tell me I should stick around for you.
Tell me I can have it all.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.

I get to go home in one week.
But I'm leaving home in three weeks.
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.

I follow the suted directions.
I crawl up inside for protection.
I'm told what to do and I dont know why.

I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I dont really mind if I just fade away

I'm ready to live with my family.
I'm ready to die in obscurity
Cause im so tired that I got to go.

Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
You still don't think I'm gonna see this through.

Tell me I'm a part of history.
Tell me I can have it all.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.

(6x) I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.

Suffer

Ah Come on!

You won't admit it but it's true
I'm happy without you
I turn away and let your drama pull you in
You always said I was a fool
But something carried through
I never wanna see your face again

So many problems left behind
I'm sorting out my mind
This idiot has turned into a better man
I found my soul in someone else
It doesn't feel like hell
Doesn't make me wanna kill myself

(No! No!)
I have every right to hate you
(No! No!)
I have every right to hate you

I was leaving, Stop believing
That I end up right back in your arms
Now i'm bleeding, fucking seething
I was through with you a long time ago

Some people suffer for no reason
But they're the ones to blame
So walk away and let it go and save yourself
Before you tell yourself a lie
Just tell that one goodbye
How much more can you take before you fucking die?

(No! No!)
I have every right to hate you
(No! No!)
I have every right to hate you

I was leaving, Stop believing
That I end up right back in your arms
Now i'm bleeding, fucking seething
I was through with you a long time ago

(No no no no)
(No! No!)
I have every right to hate you
(No! No!)
I have every right to hate you

I was leaving, Stop believing
That I end up right back in your arms
Now i'm bleeding, fucking seething
I was through with you a long time ago

Suffer! Suffer! Suffer! Suffer!

Fruitcake

I got a pit in my stomach so tight
I wish I never had a blast that night
I can hear 'em through the walls, for me
I try to run but they always find me

All in all, this is all i can take
What I felt was my first mistake, but
Broken out, I must've wilted, cuz
Everything's all tilted

I keep a little place in the back of my mind
I take a little trip, and they use em along
But as soon as I can, I find another reason again

Hang around like a head on a leash
Keep it all just a little out of arms reach
I can hear em through the walls, for me
I try to run but they always find me

Now I know why I can't go in on the blues (????)
Have a different set of keys again, but
Broken out, I must've wilted, cuz
Everythings all tilted

I keep a little place in the back of my mind
I take a little trip, and they use em along
But as soon as I can, I find another reason again

I keep a little place in the back of my mind
I take a little trip, and they use em along
But as soon as I can, I find another reason again

Oh, you don't wanna hurt me...
You don't wanna hurt me...
You don't wanna hurt me, Anymore

Bring it on, one time...

I'm the one with a skeleton face
I'm the one with deform and disgrace
And I can hear through the walls, for me
Try to run but they always find me

I never wanted it to end this way
I wish I had a little more to say, but
Broken out, I must've wilted, cuz
Everythings all tilted

I keep a little place in the back of my mind
I take a little trip, and they use em along
But as soon as I can, I find another reason again

I keep a little place in the back of my mind
I take a little trip, and they use em along
But as soon as I can, I find another reason again

Oh, you don't wanna hurt me...
You don't wanna hurt me...
You don't wanna hurt me, Anymore

Bring it on, one time...

Then take it away...
Oh, take it away
Again...
Again...
Again...

The Day I Let Go
What a waste of my life this is
Every altercation I permit
Is like a quiet sun
From the memories
He tried to replace that was never his
All the hours alone
Even in a world where I belong
Every second stays
Every minute counts against my sentance

I Faught - I had to let you go
What I tried to accomplished died
Every offer of faith i had to fight
And the dream unfolds
The moon is cold because the sun left early

And the days go by
Even when my conscious just won't try
Every week decays
Every mouth is rotten
I am forgotten

I Faught - I had to let you go
I Faught - The mind is all i know
I Faught - The table turns to dust
I Faught - Today I let go of my trust

What a waste of a time i am
Every Ounce of life is just dead flesh
I can't forget then again I can't let me remember
When i tried to speak
Every word i said comes out so bleak
I don't want this
I don't want you but i don't want anyone
I don't want anyone

I Faught - I had to let you go
I Faught - The mind is all i know
I Faught - The table turns to dust
I Faught - Today I let go of my trust

I let go of my trust
I let go of my trust
I let go of my trust
I let go of my trust....

Freeze Dry Seal
My face is horried
And i'm constantly sloutching
My place is lowered
So i'm constantly crouching
I don't believe it
I saw the man again
And he won't hear another word I say

I had illusions so I'm constantly shouting
I have complosions so i'm constantly counting
I don't believe it
There goes my world again
And i don't understand a word i say

Oh, just because i'm paranoid
It doesn't mean i'm not annoyed
And just because i'm not prepared
It doesn't mean i'm not aware

The smoke is infanant
I'm constantly panting
The truth is eminent
I'm constantly ranting
I don't believe it
I took a chance again
and people I don't know won't let it go

I got some problems
So i'm constantly bitching
I got some rashes
So i'm constantly itching
I don't believe it
Forgot the pills again
And i just woke up million miles from home

Oh, Just because I seem sadated
Doesn't mean I'm not irradiated
Just because i'm not immunic
Doesn't mean i'm scared of you

Oh just...Because
Oh just because i'm incomplete
doesn't mean i'm not obsolete
And just because i'm not of you
Doesn't mean i'm not like you
I'm not like you
I'm not like you
I'm not like you
I'm not like..

Wicked Game
The world was on fire
No one could save me but you.
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you

No, I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
No, I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
With you

What a wicked game you play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you
v And I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
And I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]

{World was on fire
No one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you

No I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
With you

Nobody loves no one

The Frozen
The girls on the streets all look sad in this golden crested little town.
Why is that?
Isn’t this the town of dreams?
Yeah, but it comes with a price.
It’s a town that never does anything and yet it takes all the credit.
A place that promises so much, but never has a thing to say, or a care in the world.

There’s no memory here.
No dream for itself but the dreams of others.
And all over the world you talk about a place you’ve only seen in re-runs. Immortalized for its’ vice and deified for its’ carnage.
There’s money in the air there, all you have to do is reach up and grab it.

In basements, garages, parking lots, empty lots, school yards, town cars, back rooms and more; Diamonds are fashion from expectations and fortified on a steady diet of simple lives and red carpets.
The ejaculating zeitgeist and night vision.

Culture is a punch line, an emotionist blood in the water.
The sharks here play games you can’t fathom.

But you flock here anyway.
On college money and credit cards.
Spend a week bullshitting yourself that it was all true, all of it, just to watch in horror as it all falls to pieces under the gravity of reality.
The starry eyes fade as it dawns on you; nothing is guaranteed.
You were part of the great divide; the chosen, or the frozen.

Now you’re miles away without a net. Your college money is a collage of debt and your credit cards are all snapped in fucking half.
Time to wander a landscape bereft of mercy.

This is now the back lot of your failed movie, a waking dream re-written without your permission.
The real luster, the soft focus, the soap-opera vision is just the hindsight of a world who’s been lied to, of sad surfs, and untouchable lords.

You took a chance didn’t you?
But chance didn’t have a part for you this time around, maybe next life.
And you can’t even walk home.

The girls on the streets all look sad in this cardboard, cut out little town.
No wonder.
That’s the only thing here that’s real.

The gold is for fools, and paradise is lost but the hungry have never bothered with the cost.
Day by day they fall away like rose petals, like ink that won’t dry or fade. It just runs wild down cracks and crevasses, grooves and folds.
So I hope someone saves you before you get cold.
I really do.

Because the girls are all sad in this little black book.
If you don’t believe me, take a closer look.

If you can.